The suns blaring through the curtains of my bedroom… It almost aches to open my eyes. I feel a squeeze around my waist and almost instantly open my eyes to turn and look at his ostentatious face… I feel as if I’m melting as he opens his eyes and with a bit of a croaky voice says “Good Morning, Pretty lady”. I can’t help but beam full of happiness. I scrunch my nose at him with a grin on my face as I reply back to him softly hoping I don’t have morning breath. We lay in my bed for a while in silence but it’s an amazing silence of content… It was perfect.

I finally get up to have a shower. Beau tries to follow me in and as I turn to close the door he gives me a sneaky wink as if he’s got me wrapped around his finger like a little puppet. I giggle knowing it’s true but none the less I close my bathroom door on him leaving him wanting more. I almost scream with satisfaction once the door was closed. I can’t believe how much my life has moved forward with in a few days.

Afterwards I walk down the hall to the kitchen to find breakfast on the table. “Ah, Just in time… Take a seat for my five star cuisine”. He speaks in a posh English accent quite adorably. I sit down excited, hiding my scared face of how awful the food really looked. Beau sits across from me and watches me have a mouthful of his scrambled eggs on toast… I give him a thumbs up as I try and force it down my throat. He chuckles to himself clenching his shirt. “Do you want to go out for breakfast?” I force the rest of my mouthful down and stand up immediately after he makes the suggestion. “Where did you learn to cook? It’s as if you’re a darn cave man”. I laugh out as he begins trying to hold in his laugh, knowing he couldn’t cook to save his own life.”I’ll call mum to pick us up, we can go to a cafe or something”. I nod and go up to get dressed.

The car pulls in the drive way and gives a quick honk. “Good Morning, Delphi. You look so pretty today”. I smile trying to hide how his much his mum can make me blush. “Good Morning, Gina. Thank you for picking us up”. She laughs as Beau told her over the phone he’d tried to cook breakfast. Beau takes my hand as we walk from the car down a nice food street in the city. We both turn to wave at his mum smiling with so much joy in her face.

We find a beautiful cafe and stay for a long while after we finished eating. Beau told me all about this thing him and the boys do calling their group the -Janoskians. It sounded so exciting. He was telling me how the group was getting quite popular and how I’d have to fight off hundreds of girls if I wanted him to myself. I couldn’t keep myself together from laughing so much but at the same time I couldn’t tell if that was him saying we’re a ‘thing’. “…Delphi?..” He began to clear his throat as if he had something serious to say. I sit up in my seat attentively hoping he’ll ask me to be his girlfriend. “What is it Beau”. I smile with my face slowly warming up and turning red. “Can you stop hanging out with Gracie… I don’t mean to be pushy but she’s…” I can’t believe what I’m hearing I don’t even think… “WHAT?! You aren’t even my boyfriend and you’re already telling me who I can’t talk to?” I stand up furiously as I begin to rush myself out of the cafe. What am I doing? Maybe he had a logical reason for say such words. “Delphi wait! Please I have to talk to you”. I don’t look back. I begin to run until I don’t even know where I am.

I look over my shoulder, I’m in a strange alley type street. I’m so scared. I must’ve been running for atleast 15 minutes. I turn and try to backtrack. “Excuse me”. I feel almost relieved thinking Beau followed me all this way… Only to look up at someone who is far from being Beau. “Hi, do you have any change you can give me? I need to get a bus fare home”. I freeze as my words begin to stutter. “S-s-sorry, I don’t have anything”.  I try to feel for my bag figuring I had left it behind at the cafe. The man is looking at me almost as if I had just hit him. His face is turning red. “You dirty scum… You slutty little liar”. He spits his words out with so much anger. He pushes me up against the alley wall. I press my eyes closed desperately hoping it’s not real. I feel his long sharp nails dig into my shoulders. he’s breathing so heavily on my face as he screams at me to stop lying to him. His breath is so strong as if he’d been eating out the garbage for months. His grip gets tighter on my shoulders and it almost burns as I feel his nails breaking through my skin… The suddenly his hands are pried from my shoulders and I feel him almost gasp for air in panic. My body is shaking. I open my eyes and everything is almost flashing in front of me so fast I can’t make sense of any of it… But instantaneously I feel safe now…

Sorry the chapter dragged on. Hope everyone is having a delightful week. xx :)

…He’s holding my hand tightly under the blanket as his other hand pulls my chin in closer to his face. “Delphi? Are you staying for dinner, sweetie?” I shoot out of the bed faster than a jack rabbit with raging hormones. It’s Bea’s mum calling through the door. “Uhm, no… I better call a taxi soon, thank you anyway”. I reply breathing so heavily after almost having a heart attack. Beau sits up out of bed as if it was nothing… Maybe he’s relieved she interrupted. Beau opens the door for his mum so she can speak to me clearly. “Ah, now I can see you”. she smiles all cheeky-like and then gives out a small sigh. “Delphina… I’m not going to let you get a taxi back… why don’t you just stay for dinner and I’ll drive you home afterwards?” I look down at my feet as I wiggle my toes… “What do you think Delphi?” I nod but seeing as Beau had left the room after he opened the door I doubt he’d want me around his house any longer…

I get home around 8:00pm. Beau didn’t really speak to me much during or after dinner, in fact he didn’t even really look at me either… I walk around my house seeing if my parents have been in… It’s no surprise that they most definitely haven’t. I shrug to myself and walk down the hall to get ready for a shower then do all the work I need to catch up on from my new school before exams.

I can’t concentrate on any homework… I don’t know what’s wrong with me. maybe I’m just not ready to have a guy as a friend if this is what it does to my brain. …bzzzzzzz, my phones vibrating on my desk. It’s a message.
‘hey… Im really sorry about tonight but yeah… i get the message. I’ll see you around school? Beau xx’ Message? what on earth is he talking about? Did I somehow say something to him between us almost kissing and his mum scaring me half to death? I don’t know what to say back… I put the phone back down on the desk and get some homework done for a couple of hours. I get most of my work done and feel I deserve some rest. I grab my phone and jump on my bed. ‘Which message was this? the one where you smell funny or the one where I like you?’ I hesitate to press send… Do people ever say they like somebody this fast? is this even what people do to tell somebody they like them? I can’t do it… I backspace it all and stare up at my ceiling. I think about it for awhile until I pull myself together and start sending another message. ‘Do you want to come over this weekend :) Delphi xx’ I close my eyes and push the send button, my heart is pumping at full speed and I feel my breath getting tight. bzzzzzzz, I’m so nervous… I look at my phone notifying me that -sexy beast has sent me a text. I hold tightly onto the mobile with one hand while I did my fingertips into my palms of the other hand clenching them tightly. “Just relax, if he’s not interested it means nothing… I don’t have to fall head over heels for the first piece of testosterone I meet. I open the message… ‘love to, see you tomorrow morning? Beau xxxx’ I exhale with so much excitement I forgot to inhale after a few seconds… I reply with a smiley face and tuck myself into bed. I’m going to need a head start with trying to go to sleep, homework can wait.

…The head start didn’t help, I could barely get to sleep… I even got out of bed for a few hours looking through all my clothes and thinking about hair styles I could do… I managed to decide on wearing my hair down as per usual - so original, I figured we won’t leave the house and I don’t want to look over done so I just put on some short cotton shorts on with my hoodie.

It’s 8:20am and there’s a very long knock at the door. I giggle as I go to open it. I come out the door stretching out my arms “Good morning, what are you doing at my house?” I smile and begin to blush an awful lot. He laughs and pokes my tummy as he walks up closer to me to let me in. I move aside but he pushes his body up against mine pushing me up against the door frame. “Sorry, I didn’t see you there…” He grins to himself and comes in curiously looking all around the room. “…So, where are your parents?” I shrug… “You’d be lucky if you met them before the year ends”. I walk down the hall towards my room holding a smile on my face… the truth is, I always miss my parents… no matter how much they’ll never miss me. Beau follows me but keeps his distance for a short while until we sit on my bed.

“Beau?” I look down at my lap and fiddle with my fingers. “Mhmm?” He moves a little closer to me and laughs a little under his breath. “What did you mean by… you get the message”. I look up at him and hold my breath to keep calm. “Oh… Well, it just seemed like every chance you get… you try to move away from me.. Like in the photo booth you just walked out like nothing and then when we were in my bed… I kind of thought… Well I thought you wanted to kiss me but you just got out of the bed as soon as you had the chance… y’know?” I begin to laugh quietly holding my hand onto my mouth to hold it in. “Ahhh, What’s so funny then huh?!”. He begins to smile and nudges my shoulder with his. “Beau… I think I really like you”. I bite my lip in shock I could even say that to him face to face. He pushes my body to lay down on the bed and hovers over me staring into my eyes. He drops his face down closer to mine and touches ours noses together, He’s breathing so hard as he pulls my hands up above my head and presses his hands down tightly on my palms. My eyes are closed but I can feel that he’s still looking at me. He lowers his body pressing his chest up against mine… I can almost feel our heart beating in sync with one another. There’s a ringing in my ears and everything feels so slow I open my eyes to his lips pushed against my lips. they’re so warm and soft… they’re perfect. I close my eyes as he starts passionately kissing me. One of his hands stops holding mine down and slowly makes its way down along my waist. His fingertips are tucking themselves under the tip of my shorts and pulling at them to come off… I lift up my bottom so he get get my shorts completely off me. He takes his lips off from mine and brings them over to my neck… I can feel his lips wrapping tightly around a part of my neck and sucking it in, I can’t help but moan and pull at the back of his shirt trying to take it off. Beau get’s up on his knee’s to take his shirt off he presses his body back down onto mine as he unzips his jeans and wriggles his jeans and boxers down with his legs… we’re looking at each other eye to eye… “Is this okay, Delphi?” he whispers so softly and sincerely to me. I don’t hesitate and just nod as I pull his face in to kiss him hard on the lips.

(It’s going to get a bit mature so if you don’t like it please stop reading the rest of this chapter :) )

He pushes himself into me and for a split second I thought I was going to die as the pain rushed in to mind. But it was quickly stopped as the penetration kept going and felt so gentle. He wrapped his arms underneath my body hugging me closely to him as he got faster biting down on my neck so softly. I wrapped my arms around his neck and moaned continuously and begun to get louder as he sucked my neck massaging it with his tongue. I lift his face up from my neck and kiss him trying to quiet down my moans, he slides his tongue in and I follow back with mine. He leans down and whispers in my ear almost out of breath. “can I cum in you”. I don’t even think about it because I just don’t know what to say… I try to nod but he starts to thrust so hard and fast I claw my fingers at his back and let out a loud moan at the same time as him… We’re breathing so heavily and he comes down against my face and hugs me as tight as he can. “You’re so beautiful Delphi”. He whispers in my ear as he moves to the side of me and hugs me close to his chest as he fall asleep…

Uhm… Yeah Hope the chapter is alright. Not really used to writing that kind of stuff. Hope everyone is well and happy. xxx :)

I feel the tip of our noses touch for a second and can hear him breathing, he’s so close. I open my eyes and lean closer then…”Arghh!” I jump out of Beau’s lap as the camera flashes into my eye sockets and burns through my brain. Beau burst’s out laughing and before I know it I’m scrunching up my nose at him with my arms crossed while another flash goes off and blinds me. He stops laughing and pulls me in closer, he whispers in my ear. “Smile”. His voice goes through my entire body making me feel like jello and then I quickly look up at the screen to smile as I wanted to look normal for at least one photo. I kept my cool and smiled… The flash killed my eyes again but I wasn’t going to let some silly photo booth defeat me. “Well this is the last one… Do you want to do a silly face?” Beau suggests and I nod. I begin to stick my tongue out at the camera because I honestly couldn’t think of anything fast enough while Beau puckers up his lips at the camera and does a peace sign with one hand while the other hand makes bunny ears behind my head. I feel so hot and flustered I quickly move myself out of the booth once the photo finishes and wait for the shots to print out the side. He comes out of the booth stretching out his arms. “Good morning, what are you doing at my house?” He gives me a dorky smile. I can’t help but laugh and shrug my shoulders as I lean up against the machine still waiting.

Beau moves closer leaning one elbow on the photo booth while he moves his body close up to mine and starts to twirl my hair with his other hand. I’m screaming deep down and want someone to just push his lips onto mine but I keep as calm as possible and just stare down at his chest area. “…So, Delphi…Did you leave behind some really lucky guy or something in Sydney?” He says it so easily but his breath quivers at the same time. “Uhm, well my school in Sydney-” The photos plonk down in this little compartment thing and I spin around excitedly before I even explain anything to him. My jaw drops at the sight of myself in the photos… I look horrendous in ALL of them, grrr. I can’t let him see these… I try to quickly tuck them in my skirt pocket and change the subject about us being late for the bus. His eyes spring open “SHIT, THE BUS!” He grabs my hand and drags me along behind him as he begins to run. I can’t help but feel all giggly and happy that he’s holding my hand I don’t even quite remember getting on the bus to be honest.

We get to Beau’s and the twins house safely and they introduce me to his mother, she’s absolutely gorgeous… it makes sense though to have handsome sons come from such a spectacular looking woman like her. They insist their mother to look at my eyes but she’s more interested in how long my hair is, which makes me feel relieved not having her interrogating my face up against hers to see them. She begins making a lot of conversation… asking about my parents and where I’ve moved from and goals in life and so on… I can see Beau getting restless that his mum keeps talking. Before she can ask anymore questions he quickly cuts in and pulls my arm away from her. “Okay mum, she’s my friend not yours.. we’re going to watch a movie in my room. Love ya heaps mum”. He exhales quite deeply and quietly apologizes to me before bringing us into his room. I smile and say it’s really nice to meet her and how I haven’t really had a parent talked to me so interested with what I have to say before… He somewhat pauses at what I say and stands still… “Mmmm, I’m sorry… you can keep talking to her if you want, I just thought-” I cut him off “I want to watch a movie with you”. I give a speedy smile before he tugs my school skirt towards his bed to sit down.

Beau chooses to watch -drag me to hell- after I specifically told him I hate horror films. He pulls the covers over us and tells me we can hide under it in scary scenes. I laugh and grab one of his pillows to hug. “You could always hold onto me if you’re that scared… that pillows not going to keep you safe”. He laughs but his eyes look so serious when we finishes his sentence. I can’t help but smile and gauge my face into his pillow hiding how happy I am to be here.

The movie is quite long and I’ve gotten to a point where I’m too scared to face the screen so I lay back in his bed and face towards Beau. He shuffles himself over so he can lay down next to me. I can’t help but watch every movement he makes as it puts me in a trance. He’s laying on his side and our faces are so close together but not touching. Beau begins stroking my hair and whispering how soft it is while he looks directly in my eyes. I can feel his other hand under the blanket subtly moving closer to me and touching my finger tips. it’s boiling and I’m almost suffocating that I’m so nervous I can’t help but think if he kisses me will I be bad? is this too soon? what if he’s a player and I just don’t know it? He stops touching my hair and moves his hand slowly under my chin pulling it in closer to him. I can already feel the warmth of his lips and they aren’t even touching mine. I take a deep breath and hold onto his hand that’s under the blanket…

Hey ladies :) Hope all is well with everyone and that my fanfic is putting some smiles on some lovely faces. xoxo

It’s Friday morning and I’m walking to my home-group, before I look over across the corridor to find Beau smiling and waving me over. “Morning, are you pumped for today?” he laughs as he fiddles with the lock for his locker door. “Oh, I completely forgot… Must have slipped my mind”. I giggle jokingly while he gives me a little nudge on the shoulder. I begin to get a bit nervous knowing I lost sleep over thinking about how exciting it would be so I start flattening down my skirt to distract myself from turning into a red tomato.

Before I go any further I’ll give a few more details about myself. My parents are never home… They never have been and for all I know they wouldn’t even recognize me if they’d walked past me in public. In Sydney I went to an all girls boarding school. I’ve never had a male friend, nor a boyfriend let alone my first kiss or hug or anything of the sort from a male. Anyway back to that outrageously handsome chap in front of me with that adoring smile.

“I’ll see you at recess then?” Beau says so softly that I can almost hear a small whistle between his teeth. I give a small nod while I walk into my class.

I walk into home-group feeling really happy with myself and sit beside Gracie. I give a great big smile as I say Good Morning to her but she just faces the other way and completely ignores me… “Gracie? Did I do something wrong to you?” I asked with a slightly concerned voice. “No you did nothing, you don’t have to sit next to me Delphina… Go sit with all your cool buddies”. She blows a bit of hair that’s flowing down in her face and leans on the palm of her hand with disappointment. I feel horrid. I can’t believe it’s my second day of school and I’ve already hurt somebodies feelings. I know exactly what I’ve done and she has the right to not want to talk to me as I didn’t exactly keep her company all yesterday.

“Gracie I’m really sorry, do you want to just hang out today with me? We can hang out with Alice and the others another day”. I bite down on my bottom lip wishing I had never even suggested that. I had just come from an all girls school and now I’m isolating myself to one girl at my new school. “You’re really sweet, Delphina. I’d really like that”. She smiles while she rubs at her itchy nose.

At recess I quickly run over to Alice and the group to let them know, Gracie and I are just going to hang out together today. “Be careful with her Delphina”. Alice mumbles out worriedly. I give a confused look back to her as I begin to smile and make my way back to Gracie. Before I even get the chance to turn around I get a quick but firm poke into my hip. I squeal with fright and begin to giggle as I realize it was Beau. He laughs as he apologizes for scaring me, Gosh he’s so beautiful. I quickly shake out of my giggle frenzy and begin to run towards Gracie. “Where you goin’ Delphina?” Beau calls out with his intoxicating voice. I look back and smile while I see Alice pull on his arm while she talks to him… His face kind of drops and looks frustrated… I wonder what it is that people don’t like about Gracie…

I spent the rest of the school day with Gracie, we didn’t really talk much but more or less just walked around the school. It wasn’t bad as I’m shy and not good at making small talk anyway.

“C’mon slow poke”. An energetic voice says as a hand wraps itself around my wrist. I look up and it’s Beau pulling me towards him to walk to the bus stop near the front of the school. I can hear my heart begin to race as he’s still holding on my wrist. I smile and pull it out of his grip as I’m getting too nervous. I look toward the bus stop to see two boys pushing one another… I’ve never seen a real fight before and I begin to feel upset. I hate violence and I’m certainly terrified to be witnessing it. The two boys begin to laugh and then Beau calls out ‘losers’ to the boys, catching their attention. I look stunned. They’re twins! “Hey Guys, this is Delphina… she’s coming along with us today, she might even join in”. Beau laughs while he nudges me. I begin to smile. “Hi, you can me Delphi… it’s nice to meet you both but I certainly won’t be joining in”. I start to snicker and play with the sleeve of my Blazer. “Hey, I’m Jai and that’s my brother luke… or maybe I’m Luke and he’s Jai… can’t remember”. He begins clutching at his chest from laughing too hard at his own joke. Beau rolls his eyes and gives him a soft punch in the stomach. “They’re my little brothers and he’s definitely Jai and the other one is definitely Luke. You’ll be able to figure it out sooner or later”. We wait at the bus stop for a little while waiting for their friend James which politely introduces himself to me before we catch the bus into the city and later on meet up with another boy named Skip who closely examines my eyes continuously saying that it’s impossible to have purple eyes and that I’m a robot to look like a beautiful girl and seduce men into my robotic lair, It was a bit flattering I’ll admit… before we start walking to the train station.

The entire time on the trains I couldn’t keep myself together I would begin laughing hysterically and grabbing at my tummy in pain of not being able to breath. It felt like time flew by in a split second but we were there for quite awhile before saying our good byes to James and Skip. We make our way out of the train station to go to the bus stop that travels to Beau’s and the twins house but I found myself stopped in front of a photo booth. Beau stands right beside me that his body gently nudges mine to sway. “Have you been in a photo booth before?” he says so smoothly. “Mmm, no… I don’t know how to use them, anyway”. Beau bends down a bit closer to my face and gives me a ridiculously smug grin. “Do you want to take photos with me?” He asks with a flirty tone. I grin and smile while looking at the machine before he jumps in on the seat and pulls me onto his lap. My eyes widen with shock as he puts coins into the machine then puts his big warm hand on my waist and the other on my lap. I can hear the twins calling out for Beau to be quick or we’ll miss the bus but their voices begin to turn into blurry mumbles as I start to notice how close my lips are to Beau’s. He grips my waist a little tighter and pulls his other hand higher up on my lap. We’re so close to each other I can feel his soft breath on my lips… It’s so warm. My heart begins to race and my hands are sweating so badly they might as well be waterfalls. He’s looking me in the eyes and I can hear him gulp as he moves his face closer to mine. I close my eyes…

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